(you can skip any future bold if you want to)ehhh I need to rant about something about but anything i have to rant about will either upset others, or I'll say somethings i don't mean, or i'll hurt people i don;t want to hurt.

I "broke up" with my ex-ex-ex boyfriend yesterday.... yup we've been on and off for a while...
and so this is the third time we've broken up... first time, it hurt, second time, it hurt worse, this time i don;t even know how to feel. I mean i like the guy even more than I did before, and my feelings grow for him more and more everyday but it seems like he's falling out of it... like he's not willing to fight for us anymore.
I KNOW we are only 13/14 and what the hell would we have to go wrong that would make it like "we have to fight"? i know it seems like that, but those of you who have gone through the same thing know what it can be like, though we all have a little bit of a different situation. I really don't know if i should take him back for a fourth time... cause I'm pretty damn sure he'll be back asking if i'll have him back, and i WANT him to ask me bac, cause well i want him back too.... anyways i'd like some advice on what to do for those that have some!

SO anyways, i got to thinking, we all need to rant, we all need to talk to some body (or to cry to them), we all need to scream. We all need to let our problems and disturbances out. we need to shout the the sky and say "F--k THIS!" or scream "I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH" we all need to let it out.
but not all of us have the courage to scream to the world, not all of us have that very bestfriend or special person in our lives to talk to, no we all don;t have our "comfort person"
I want EVERYONE to do one of the fallowing:

1.) make a comment!
* scream at me, pretend I'm someone else if want even
* tell me your problem, the thing thats been bothering you
* give advice on certain things you've been through (please give both the situation and the advice you have for it - these will be posted in this journal (it will be anonymous ))

2.) send a note!
* if you have something to personal for others to see or know, go ahead and tell me these things to get them off your chest, don;t worry, your secret is safe with me!
* want some advice on somthing that you think i may be able to help with? go ahead and note me... or comment.
3.) MAKE A JOURNAL!
* make a journal of everything(or one thing) you;ve ever wanted to rant about, and link back to this journal so other people can join in and scream their things they need to let out
4.) make a deviation
* make a deviation, scribble on it,type on it, whatever just something to express your feelings, link it back here so i can see!(or not your choice )




REMEMBER this is only if you want to, i am only doing this because i want to help others, and i understand that we all go through touch times, and that we all need some one to rant to, i want this to be a good experience for everyone that joins in, even if a few tears fall.

so SCREAM IT TO THE WORLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLD!
(thats exactly what i'm going to do next time I'm home alone)